In 2011, I moved across the world to Israel. I believed that my value was determinde by my externals.
I could be confident if I was beautiful, well dressed, and got lots of attention. I was attracting all the wrong people into my life. People who would bring me down and not see my soul. For me attention meant I had value, and when I would stop getting attention, I felt worthless, and heart broken.
I would quickly go chase more attention to escape feeling my pain.
I put an end to this behavior pattern starting in my first year of living in Israel. I reclaimed my inner power by seeing myself, accessing my ability to live centered without needing attention, and learned how to face my fears courageously with a wild heart.
I can empathize with how you feel because I too felt overwhelmed, scared, and alone.
It’s not your fault, and in fact you’re amongst millions of other women such as Brene Brown and Oprah Winfrey who have felt heartbreak. My promise is that you can leave all this behind and start living a life you love.